A Memoir

Now What

What it costs to perform through everything, and what comes after.

Amy Margolies
Coming Fall 2027

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“My first instinct was not fear. It was: I need to make sure I don’t drop the ball at work.” Amy Margolies, on the moment that changed everything

About the book

In August 2019, eight weeks pregnant with her third child, Amy Margolies was diagnosed with breast cancer. She was Global Head of Business for YouTube BrandConnect, twelve years into her career at Google.

She had a lumpectomy at the start of her second trimester, and then did what she’d been trained to do: she went straight back to work. It held until a client meeting in Lower Manhattan, when she smiled through the tears on the sidewalk and told her team the only true thing she had left: “I don’t think I can do this right now.”

Now What is about that reflex: why so many high-achieving women are trained to perform through anything, what it costs, and what it looks like to unlearn it. Amy tells it through the voice memos, social posts, and real text messages she kept at the time.

At a glance

PublicationFall 2027
GenreMemoir · Women & work · Health
AuthorFormer Global Head of Business, YouTube BrandConnect
MilestoneSeven years cancer-free on October 17, 2026

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About Amy

Amy Margolies spent twelve years at Google, most recently as Global Head of Business for YouTube BrandConnect, and led the Health & Wellness pillar for Women@YouTube. She is the founder and CEO of Sunshine Theory™, which measures what leadership teams can actually sustain and then redesigns how the work is structured to close the gap. She lives in Boca Raton, Florida, with her husband and three children.

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